How Did I Get So High?
The L was passed to me - and as much as I didn't want to get that high, it happened. I copped out a few times, tried to say "I'm good," but peer pressure kept me hitting it until my fingers burned. So high, I felt like I was never coming down. I laid down and all of a sudden, the bed started rocking. The ocean waved up and down, up and down - my body felt the rhythm. I had never been seasick before - why all of a sudden? The lights were flashing so bright I could see them clearly through my closed eyelids. Temperature began to rise as I felt a rush of heat travel from the top of my head down to the tip of my toes. In this moment, I decided 'I will never get this high ever again.' Sleep would be nice - noooo, I can't go to sleep. What if I don't wake up? What if this is the last time I ever smoke? Why is this happening?
.. up. ..ke Up! …WAKE UP!
My eyes widened, shocked I was still conscious. Slowly coming back to reality, I placed my feet on the soft carpet and rose from the bed, a little light headed. Gained my composure, left the house, and headed home.