I'll Never Smoke Again
I got so high that time, I promised I'd never smoke again. My head felt like it was filling up to the size of a hot air balloon.. and then deflating again. My body laid still on my bed but it seemed like I was on roller coaster. I could hear my heartbeat so clearly. Can I always hear my heartbeat like this? I thought to myself.
It was my first experience with train wreck and we smoke four blunts, back to back. I was so fuckin' high to the point where I didn't want the L that was passed to me, but I didn't cop out. When the cyph was finally finished, I felt the ultimate relief and headed back to my dorm room.
I could feel the high moving from my head to my tires. I tried calming myself down thinking, this won't last long. You'll come down soon...
But… ugh this is not normal. I thought.
Why do I feel like this? I asked.
Maybe I should just sleep it off… NO! … What if I don't wake up!
If I make it through this, I promise I'll never smoke again!
We all say things in desperate times. Of course I haven't stopped smoking. I've had too many amazing highs to quit blazing but I'm no stranger to a high that'll make you feel like you don't wanna smoke again.